I will praise you....

So,
I'm listening to 'Everyday' on Y4J 's My space...and I realised that no matter what,I just have to find comfort in Jesus,instead of picking on other defects in my life,trying to see how I can improve things...when things are falling apart,I'm going to keep praising.

when i think of this, I imagine my self at the end of the world,when Jesus is coming to save us....me standing with my arms in the air,and the whole world is falling into pieces,no solid ground..and just when I think I'm going down with the world...there HE is, my saviour...ready to catch me!But through that all I didn't put my hands down and run for shelter, I just stood there,arms in the air, and with a smile on my face!And that's how we should live life,I'm not saying that when you're upset you should fake smile your way through the day,we're allowed to show that we're upset,plus we do have friends for a reason...but there is ALWAYS something to smile about..and if there's a chance of having a good time,then go ahead and have a good time!

Cheers to Paul who helped me realise this =)

So maybe I'm not going through the best time...and some aspects in life are really sucky atm...but things can be arranged, hearts can be fixed, people can be loved, and most importantly God is always there!

Happy Birthday Paula for tomorrow!love you lots!
Missing pete,and beppe who are in hungary!
And missing maria the most who's back in Norway...!!! =(

So I'm leaving you with a fan blowing my hair away,a cheer leader top,yellow shorts, and a bowl of muesli xD

God bless you all xxxxxx

This is an update of my life xD

Old friend back to visit =)

So as all of you probably know,Maria, my Norwegian friend is in Malta, till tomorrow =(

But I swear I haven't had such a good time in ages,totally hilarious moments,bringing back old memories,playing the fools, Isle of MTV, sleepovers,swimming xD good times =)

Probably one of the best weeks this summer....besides soul survivor xD

Anyway, I know I haven't updated in ages,but this is why..I had more important things to do =P seriously!I was busy everyday!I didn't even have time to watch OC =D

So this is it for now,enjoy summer,pray for us o'levelers who receive our results next week...!!!

And a high five for the much needed night out last night xD Love you girls xxxxxxxxxxx

God bless you xxxx

Princess night over?

Ah well I would like to tell you that my princess night was a success,and I really enjoyed seeing everyone and socialising =)

I wish every girl there could feel pretty every day,not only in a pretty dress...because really someone could have the most amazing dress which costs thousands,and be un-pretty inside...

I realised I'm not letting God hold me...i need to be comforted and forgiven,but I won't let him...Must figure this out?! Prayers?

Whenever someone holds me,deep down all I say is that they wont be holding me forever,so I don't embrace that hug...but Gods here forever nd ever,so why not trust Him?I should work on my trusting problems!

There are a lot of things I need to work on....

Gtg to intercession,god bless you all xxxxx

Special Night!

Today is the day of...

*Drum Roll Please*

MY SOCIAL!!

Yes,I'm extremely excited!Its a princess night..and since we're all princesses..(well I'm talking to the girls atm)....its a special night xD

For all those who don't know what a social is..it's a prom night, basically an excuse for the girls to wear pretty dresses,and do their hair,and for guys to wear suits!!

I've been looking forward to this night for 5 solid years,ever since my sister had hers!And here it is =)

Well I think that this life is truly incredible in all aspects,I mean whatever the situation, there's God, so every situation is amazing..just like our God =)

And I'll leave you with a thought, we all have our different languages,and might not understand each other,but one thing in common between us all (Us&the world) is a smile =D

So keep smiling...it's contagious!!!

God Bless you xxxx

Maria comes in 4 days =D Woooo!!

P.S: These are some cool photos I captured =P

Summer Update!

Hey fellow aliens who are also raised by humans!

Mmm today!Well went to exiles,and laughed quite a bit,had a water fight,they soaked my dress!!*cough cough ROB cough cough*

I was supposed to go to paulas..but she got sick..so thats a get well soon to Pau!

Had quite a few blonde moments today...what is up with me?Must work on increasing my intelligence level thing!!

You know that situation I had told you about last month,where I'm trying my hardest to change things round,well it's going well...except for the fact that it's not as easy as people think it is,and it's really insensitive for people to just push it out of the way,I mean just because I decided to change a few things doesn't make it A OKAY!!I mean I'm not saying that people should treat me with pity, NOT AT ALL!!! OK fine i get the point,you want me to shut up xD Was confusing myself anyway....hehe

What else has happened lately?Hmmm....*thinks*
Well I found out for myself that honesty is amazing...I mean one minute im really upset over something,I speak to someone and open up and tell them this and that...and the next minute i'm smiling and laughing!Woo high five to honesty!=)

Rache came over for an hour last night,but we had enough time to catch up,so I loved it..love you rachel gatt!!

My social is on wednesday!!SOCIAL!!nail appointments,hair appointments,pampering sessions,transport..AAAA excitement!!!!!!!!

60 days to soul survivor!!!!60!!!!thats like SOON!!we're going back home alienssssssss XD

Maria (my norweigan friend) arrives in Malta in 11 days..on the 22nd of June!...which is even sooner than SS!!!I miss her too much!!I need my pig-out buddy XD

There are 11 days to the 22nd of june,right? =
ok double of 11 is 22,and since today is the 11th,that means there 11 more days till the 22nd...you see guys, I'm smart xD...ISH hehe

That's about it...just a shout out to Krissy,a really sweet girl,who I'm getting to know at the moment...To another Chrissy,who's on a cruise!To Achie who's my richie depositer xD I already shouted out to Pau and Rache....Ohh and to rob,who really entertains me with his comebacks,and who's twin brother is a dog....that's for wetting me =)

Biggest shout out goes to God.for simply being amazing,and taking us back no matter what!Forgiving our everything....being our everything!

I shall leave you with a really funny Krizia top,a hurting stomach,a quiet house,and a doonie's doughnut XD

Confused much?

I really appreciate your advice guys,thanks for your time and patience!
Ok i tried..but it only backfired I suppose!I kinda want to give up..and there are other things bugging me...!Why?I dont know...And as close as you think you are to a person,sometimes you're to scared to open up,and open up a fresh wound...just incase you kinda fudge things up again?is anyone getting me?but then again I need to open up..but what if no one understands?Why things dont go away with the click of a finger,I'll never know!Rhetorical questions.....

Yes, I'm a very confused person at the moment,and no,I'm not being depressing...because I had a good day,had the time to catch up with paulaaaa!and had a great day!Love you pupaaa xxxxx

And Italy lost...but I got to sing mine and Bett's song for the first time since the live-in!I missed it!..and it actually counts for my current situation..so thanks bett for the lovely pianoness-And Rache for the good beginners luck billiards game XD

So you see,I'm a happy girl...I mean everyone has their doubts and problems inside,no?I just hate the fact that it can really affect my mood at the time..Amy can't be boring and moody XD

So I think pushing guys in the pool is hilarious!haven't played that "game" in AGES!So I really enjoyed it!Maaa pau and I walked from st.julians to bett's house..WE DIED!Really eventful day...must learn to open up more often...

byeee xxxxxxxxxx

Ahh well..summer?

What is up with Malta weather?Since when does it rain in June? Oh I know!Ever since we decided to ruin the environment!!PXXT
Well a high five goes to God for his rescue plan yeterday at Exiles...those who weren't there basically missed out on a huge wave and people swallowing water,bev and bett being dragged on the rocks...ben and rob trying to help them..and rob scraping his side while ben couldnt breathe properly! Basically I got extremely worried,but i kept it in,I mean a fuss is the last thing they needed,right?

I don't really care if anyone reads this aymore...atleast God does,and apparently this foreign Christian Blog, weused2bu. The link is on the side bar,check it out,pretty cool =)

Summer has officially started...im liking it..except for a few downs,actually quite a few downs..but I'm gna concentrate on smiling!

Has Jealousy entered my life?Or is it worry of loss? I know I'm confusing you,but well,I am confused...=O

Today we all played Twister at Bett' house,now I know why it's called Twister for real...I mean WOW!Left hand this right leg that..before you know it,you're down,flat on your ass...

just like everthing in life,no? (yes,another of my stupid comparisons) I mean you get twisted in things...: Drugs,smoking,drinking,lust,sex,bad company,obsessions/addictions...think of it this way,satans spinning the arrow...he's just picking something to twist you around his finger!Sometimes we think we're cool and we keep getting twisted till the end,cause we think we can manage..but we soon fall down,crying out to God..am I making sense?I'll shutup now xD

I have a question..as christians is it OK if there are certain people you just can't stand simply because of their character..or fakeness....Not without reason I mean,these people actually just bug you because of the way they act in front of others...I'm confuseddd

I'm leaving you wth yellow shorts,a mosquito bite,and an apricot in hand...
OH
and a confused brain with teary eyes =O