Summer Update!

Hey fellow aliens who are also raised by humans!

Mmm today!Well went to exiles,and laughed quite a bit,had a water fight,they soaked my dress!!*cough cough ROB cough cough*

I was supposed to go to paulas..but she got sick..so thats a get well soon to Pau!

Had quite a few blonde moments today...what is up with me?Must work on increasing my intelligence level thing!!

You know that situation I had told you about last month,where I'm trying my hardest to change things round,well it's going well...except for the fact that it's not as easy as people think it is,and it's really insensitive for people to just push it out of the way,I mean just because I decided to change a few things doesn't make it A OKAY!!I mean I'm not saying that people should treat me with pity, NOT AT ALL!!! OK fine i get the point,you want me to shut up xD Was confusing myself anyway....hehe

What else has happened lately?Hmmm....*thinks*
Well I found out for myself that honesty is amazing...I mean one minute im really upset over something,I speak to someone and open up and tell them this and that...and the next minute i'm smiling and laughing!Woo high five to honesty!=)

Rache came over for an hour last night,but we had enough time to catch up,so I loved it..love you rachel gatt!!

My social is on wednesday!!SOCIAL!!nail appointments,hair appointments,pampering sessions,transport..AAAA excitement!!!!!!!!

60 days to soul survivor!!!!60!!!!thats like SOON!!we're going back home alienssssssss XD

Maria (my norweigan friend) arrives in Malta in 11 days..on the 22nd of June!...which is even sooner than SS!!!I miss her too much!!I need my pig-out buddy XD

There are 11 days to the 22nd of june,right? =
ok double of 11 is 22,and since today is the 11th,that means there 11 more days till the 22nd...you see guys, I'm smart xD...ISH hehe

That's about it...just a shout out to Krissy,a really sweet girl,who I'm getting to know at the moment...To another Chrissy,who's on a cruise!To Achie who's my richie depositer xD I already shouted out to Pau and Rache....Ohh and to rob,who really entertains me with his comebacks,and who's twin brother is a dog....that's for wetting me =)

Biggest shout out goes to God.for simply being amazing,and taking us back no matter what!Forgiving our everything....being our everything!

I shall leave you with a really funny Krizia top,a hurting stomach,a quiet house,and a doonie's doughnut XD

Confused much?

I really appreciate your advice guys,thanks for your time and patience!
Ok i tried..but it only backfired I suppose!I kinda want to give up..and there are other things bugging me...!Why?I dont know...And as close as you think you are to a person,sometimes you're to scared to open up,and open up a fresh wound...just incase you kinda fudge things up again?is anyone getting me?but then again I need to open up..but what if no one understands?Why things dont go away with the click of a finger,I'll never know!Rhetorical questions.....

Yes, I'm a very confused person at the moment,and no,I'm not being depressing...because I had a good day,had the time to catch up with paulaaaa!and had a great day!Love you pupaaa xxxxx

And Italy lost...but I got to sing mine and Bett's song for the first time since the live-in!I missed it!..and it actually counts for my current situation..so thanks bett for the lovely pianoness-And Rache for the good beginners luck billiards game XD

So you see,I'm a happy girl...I mean everyone has their doubts and problems inside,no?I just hate the fact that it can really affect my mood at the time..Amy can't be boring and moody XD

So I think pushing guys in the pool is hilarious!haven't played that "game" in AGES!So I really enjoyed it!Maaa pau and I walked from st.julians to bett's house..WE DIED!Really eventful day...must learn to open up more often...

byeee xxxxxxxxxx