If only XD

So yesterday..wednesday..everyone was celebrating our last Wednesday night out before school begins!

For me, PV is one of my weaknesses,not proud of it,but I'd rather admit it then try be cool and go and end up doing something I'll definitely regret..XD and I'm really taking God seriously..more than I ever have actually!So I really didn't want to ruin it...but Bett convinced me that it would be OK if we stuck together..and I convinced Elaine...so Bett,Elaine,Achie,Rob and I met up at the millennium chapel first,prayed then made our way to meet the others!Yes,temptations did come my way...but you know what?I really believed God would satisfy me without me drinking excessively!So I had 2 drinks in all,and we danced quite 'modestly' I would say!I was so happy and felt really good about it!

If only everyone tried it the God way....it doesn't mean we have to succeed every time,but at least we could try!

Anyway I wrote this sort of poem XD

I want to please you,
To try and keep you smiling
In everything I say and do.

I want to keep you close,
To be able to hold your hand,
Hold it tight when I need you the most.

I want to show you I can do it,
Without you I don’t stand a chance
Of getting through the night without being stupid.

I want to show you off to the world,
Let them know they could show you off too,
If only they made you their world!

So tonight may you keep smiling,
May you stay closer than I think,
Let me know you believe in me,
And let the world open their eyes and let them see.

Blessings readers xxxxxx

Let Me...

I'll come to the title soon enough.
There are 3 weeks left for school,which means in 3 weeks a 2-year course begins and ends with a-levels which determine if you're going to university or not.Stressful enough? =)

Last night us school girls reunited on ghadira bay.Not exactly the reunion I had in mind but at least I got to see some of my good friends,and I did laugh towards the end!
Coming to the title..

So,as some of you know 'Let me' is the original name to mine and bett's song, it's basically a cry out to god in pain but trusting him at the same time...a lamentation.

That song is exactly how I'm feeling at the moment,so I'll leave you with the lyrics and I really ask that you pray them,and let God do what He has to do =)

So I'll leave you with a sun burnt face,and a bloated stomach!Blessings!

Can you hear my screams and cries?
I’m calling out to you
Just hold me tight and I’ll be saved

Let me know you still care
You still love me
This time I cant get back up alone
Let me cry out to you
Let it all out, Jesus
I need your help

Can’t you see I’m fading
While pretending I’m fine
I’m not alone, you’re here with me

Let me know you still care
You still love me
This time I cant get back up alone
Let me cry out to you
Let it all out, Jesus
I need your help

Come and find me, I’m lost
Please don’t forget me..

My last day at school!

That's 1996 ok guys? =) hehe
So basically I had rag day today!And I still can't believe it's all over!So basically we all met in Sliema at half 7ish,and some of my friends went to buy alcohol while I gladly stuck to nutella and Diet coke xD hehe.Insomma then we went on the beach and posed and laughed...till about 9.Went to school and prepared for our lovely, awaited rag day!We all had the t-shirts on, and our funny costumes for our dances!I was Ginger Spice! =P And we all bonded maa on the last day, then did our thing, in front of the whole school, read the poem, some of us cried, some of us laughed.Played Prisoners against the teachers, and Our headmistress joined in. Really funny game!Did our line dance....cried...hugged...said bye to some teachers...mr.camilleri made me cry,but i kept it in till after he left xD cos im cool xD haha...Then we got a cute speech from our assistant head...and we made our way to avenue!When we finally got there the place was empty, so avenue was ours =P except for the waiters anyway hehe so the music was full on and we really enjoyed ourselves...ate..had our breaks outside haha..then went on the rocky beach and laughed our asses off!I got really close to friends I probably won't be seeing at all...which kinda sucks!We should really start to appreciate things before they're too late...I mean I really cried today...and hekk maa I'm gna miss my girls loads!We've been 2geder for 12 years!Such a small school,so we were like a small family!Tomorrow we have our mass,then we're going out together!So basically I wanted to tell you about my emotional but exciting day guys =)
Thanks everyone of you...for making me smile when I was down, and piss in my pants when it was really un-expected..thanks for foaming me (yes they foamed me) and thanks for being just you, because I am who i am today cause of you!!! Love you all xXx