Dilemma?...I think not =)

Heya..
So all those wondering how life's been treating me, just know, that mr.life is mean AND nice at the same time...I mean even when everything's going wrong, I'm still hekk helping people and stuff...and that's amazing!I mean for those who know me, I'm the type of person who enjoys helping where possible,and I think God's trying to show me something, I'm not sure what it is yet, but I know that there's something behind all of this confusion! I'm holding on xD Lenten Talks are over, and I must say, they were brilliant! Talks, sound, dance, mime, poetry, songs, videos, effects, adoration...everything =P And that reminds me, the mime was like wow...we all really enjoyed it!I felt so alive...we were all praying throughout, and I'm telling you guys!!PRAYER IS AMAZING! So many new people found God this week, and Zoe and I ministered to these 3 girls...who are constantly in my prayers!And I really enjoyed learning and discovering new stuff this week! So Glory to God for everything He's done this past week! Sorry I haven't posted the poem, but I'm having doubts about it...teehee xD Ok so Matt told me something, you know the video of Eric Clapton singing Tears in Heaven that I posted about 2posts back, well I didn't quite know this amazing background of the song, untill Matt kindly opened my eyes =P "Eric Clapton wrote that song on heroin because he was in a depression,he wrote that song locked in a room, drugged with just a bed a guitar and a gun." Quoting Matt =) So basically, just to let you know guys, even in the worst points in your life, when you feel there's nothing to live for, nothing to keep you going, you keep going anyway!A blind step of faith guys!You get back up, even with those wounds so deep, even with your vision so blurry, and the road all bumpy...just remember God is at the end of the road, arms wide open, ready to welcome you!We're all gna manage ok children of God? Even if your friends have ditched you,even if your family is falling apart, even if you're abused or bullied, even if you're having trouble with food, even if you cut everyday cos you have no one to talk to!and even if you're heartbroken so badly,that you don't even see yourself getting out of it this time...You're gna manage....cos Jesus died for YOU, YES YOU!!And He's with you every step of the way...carrying you through it ok? Yes, guys I'm convinced, and I can really picture us all struggling towards the end of the road, all with different wounds...but all helping eachother through it, and God sending his angels to wipe our cuts, and hold our hand for support...and God going from one person to another, whispering some words of encouragment and hugging them tight..aaa im imagining this and smiling to myself xD And one last thing, so you know yest the talk was about changing the world, and Matt sent me this song of Nickelback, and it's about how different people changed the world because they had faith...and if we all cared then the world would be different! Basically there's this written at the end of the video that I'm going to post:
"Never doubt that a small group of committed ppl can change the world,indeed it is the only thing that ever has."
And also remember, ARK ; one Act of Random Kindness at a time. Enjoy the amazing song, and God Bless you all!!!!!!!!!! I'm always here if anyone of you needs a chat ok? =) Bye bye XXX

P.S: Thanks Ach for the hug post, loved it!And the 20-second thing was just funny...Thank you for being a great friend, along with Zoe,Kai,Pau and Vicky who were rly there for me yest!Love you all xxxx