Friday, August 1, 2008

People,places and potties xD


hey guys...my thoughts for the week!

So we went to Comino for 2 days,and I had a great time, I learnt so much,honestly! The scenery was brilliant,i was in awe of God's creation! Even jellyfish struck me with their metre long tentacles xD

So my mum decided to relate how I never wanted to use the potty when I was younger,but always wanted to use the toilet!so I used to get the stool and climb up on to the toilet seat and Voilaaaa...

But...I kind of realised I'm still like that,but in a God way! If God tells me to do something I might try to be independent and do it another way, because I think He'll be prouder of me if I try reach His ways without His help sort of thing...getting me?
Back to the potty story- it would take me longer to pee,until i went for the stool and climbed and stuff....so basically it takes me longer to do something,because I try to do it my own way. And even worse, I usually don't manage without getting mega stressed and frustrated at myself for failing!

So I'm gna paste a bit of a God-diary i keep on the comp..this is last years,but it shows how I don't give God control..

1st September 07

Hi God&co,
What in d world is gng on? Evrytings gng haywire God! I feel like I can’t take control of anything in life, I’ve totally lost grip and I don’t think I can keep holding on, I want to but evrytings just stressing me out!

And then this is me being mega positive xD

9/10/07

I'm lost…I need your loving guidance, I know ure here wit me Lord nd I thank u 4 it!I don’t know wat 2 do so I'm leaving dis in your hands!i hv faith dat ders a reason 4 everything!…..i know Ive got u by my side, never to be alone!Love you xxxxxx

so that's a bit of the real me...=)

not gna end here xD

So today during the workshop in our quiet time,i realised something else =D

I want to be loved,
But I need to love myself.

I want to be forgiven,
But first i need to forgive.

And I want to know you,
But first i need to know myself.

Its quite long this post aye/Sorry!Had alot to say! I hope I didn't bore you..well if anyone is still reading!

So what have I learnt this past week?

1) Give control to God.
2) Appreciate things more.
3) Give more service to others.
4)Comino hotel closes their kitchen at half 9 xD
5) Friends are too special to lose!

So I'll leave you in my 'Pretty Little Rebel' top,pink linen trousers, 2 tired,closing eyes and a cute quote xD

'We turn to God when our foundations are shaking,only to find out that it is God who is shaking them!'

Good night xxxxxx

5 comments:

Rachel said...

OOOOOOOHHH what you wrote in ur quiet time is what i realised in miiiine :O :D

. said...

it wasnt too long it was very nice n i enjoyed it very much XD its lovely when we realise those things really..and after we give control to God things start to be better :) the workshops so totally rule XD
Gbu n tc x x x

. said...

oh bdw ur comparisn with the potty is rly gud and fun :)

maria angela said...

amen am!!! great reflections mate, i truly wanted to read more!!:P :D keep clinging to d cross pupa!! :)

rache said...

illa pupa well done, that's the way we have to be you know. i mean we all say it and stuff but thwne we really fall we do blow up and freak out and no matter what people try and tell us, we always end up falling back into God's arms and realise that's He's the only way to getting anything done properly- or done at all!
and well done, it's so so true. simplicity rules =)
God bless you babe, you're so so precious!

My desires =)

  • Blow a bubble with gum- DONE
  • Find a job - DONE
  • Make more study time- DONE
  • Pass O'levels- DONE
  • Go to Junior College- DONE
  • Do Missionary Work
  • Learn how to do a handstand
  • Help More- DONE
  • Save up for SS properly- DONE
  • To get DARK this summer- DONE
  • Be healthier- DONE