Confused much?

I really appreciate your advice guys,thanks for your time and patience!
Ok i tried..but it only backfired I suppose!I kinda want to give up..and there are other things bugging me...!Why?I dont know...And as close as you think you are to a person,sometimes you're to scared to open up,and open up a fresh wound...just incase you kinda fudge things up again?is anyone getting me?but then again I need to open up..but what if no one understands?Why things dont go away with the click of a finger,I'll never know!Rhetorical questions.....

Yes, I'm a very confused person at the moment,and no,I'm not being depressing...because I had a good day,had the time to catch up with paulaaaa!and had a great day!Love you pupaaa xxxxx

And Italy lost...but I got to sing mine and Bett's song for the first time since the live-in!I missed it!..and it actually counts for my current situation..so thanks bett for the lovely pianoness-And Rache for the good beginners luck billiards game XD

So you see,I'm a happy girl...I mean everyone has their doubts and problems inside,no?I just hate the fact that it can really affect my mood at the time..Amy can't be boring and moody XD

So I think pushing guys in the pool is hilarious!haven't played that "game" in AGES!So I really enjoyed it!Maaa pau and I walked from st.julians to bett's house..WE DIED!Really eventful day...must learn to open up more often...

byeee xxxxxxxxxx