SORRY!!!

As you can see from the title,I'm extremely sorry guys!yes I've drifted apart from everything...un-willingly!i can't go in much detail about why or what caused this..but all I know is that after today...one of the best girls in my life showed me that things have to change...and so we did something about it..and we're going to continue doing something about it!and no matter how hard its going to get,I'm going to keep on!because nothing can be worse,i cant lose more in my life!!its not worth it...
All I ask is for your genuine prayers please =)
This is not an emo post or anything...I'm not some depressed person atm...
So basically in the past two months that i haven't posted, I turned sixteen,I have sat for most of my o'levels,I have missed my school friends,I have gotten terribly sun burnt,i have jumped in the sea twice,I have learned to like green peppers,I've worried a lot,I have missed rache terribly,I have stressed so much,I have fallen in love with the song: Dance like there's no tomorrow by Paula Abdul, I found out how much i love my girls,I have learned to appreciate life so much,I have made important decisions,I have celebrated my birthday with some of the most important people in my life in the best way ever,in other words I have learnt and experienced so much!
guys I love vicky...hehe i know its random but i just love her!!yesterday I spent the day at pitch with my school friends..and i hvnt relaxed so much in ages!!I've had the best start to summer,even though I'm really sore at the moment hehe.today was just amazing,and I haven't been so open with someone since last year!shes my amazing pupa..and u know who u r xD

Sorry for everything guys and a thank you goes to Bett.....xxxxxxxxxxxxx
God bless you all
Enjoy my fave song atm!!! =)